This is my photo with our ReCom forefront anchors. From left : Syamsul (masterof_none), Hafiz (ReMag's big boss), thirdshifter, chenchow, me and jiinjoo. It was around 7:15pm and I am just back from my BRATs camp in Ipoh...JUST back....can't u guys/gals see that I almost fainted? But I slept at 12:20am...

this is the last true burning letter given to a boy written by a girl living in a world created to destroy

if I gave you a city,
would you let me?
would you tear me down?

but there you go for the last time
I finally know now what I should have known then
that I could still be ruthless if you let me
but there you go and I'm not done
you're waving goodbye, well at least you're having fun
the rising tide will not let you forget me
forget me

the fraser's hill trip

yesterday, I had just back from the fraser's hill 3 days 2 nights trip ^^
yeah, it was so fun >O<
to know more, you can visit my blog: http://hedwigelaine.blogspot.com
but it's a super long blog ya
or you can just take a look on my photos there, there is also a link to my friendster photo album.

it's holidays in intec!

yes, I know I haven been keeping in touch with almost everyone here...sorry *blush

well, I am getting a new phone with a brand new LCD screen soon, so, I think I will start sms-ing u ppl in a few days

nothing much from me
I wanna get a new laptop... anyone wanna accompany me to lowyat? anyone knows how to buy one??

hmm, wat else
oh yea, there's a toblerone bar in my fridge... it's the kind with white chocolate inside the milk chocolate, it's gonna expire in october... if I happen to meet patrick before say 20 of september, I might give it to him, after that, I would probly consume it myself...

erm, can't think of anything else to say at the moment...

ok lar, sms u ppl in a few days

Busy holiday @@

Friday, My class went to biology lab at the first period, and filled our killing jars with ethyl acetate, the chemical fluid to be absorbed by the plaster of parris and evaporate, release the strong smell to kill the insects~
my class is going to Fraser's Hill next Wednesday for a 3 days 2 nights trip.. by our own,
that means there will be no teacher.. no guidance, it is, go by our own risk

~yo.. holidays starts now !!! however, it will be a very busy holiday to me =.="
First, now I have to rush my math T homework (past years questions)(a lot and very hard), because we are going to attend a Math T additional class on coming Monday, a 4 hour class...
then... I think I will be only free on Tuesday but also have to busy preparing for the next day trip...
then only back on Friday night ~.~"(although we can have a lot of fun at Fraser's Hill there ^^)then... actually I have to study chemistry also..
haiz.. I'm left far behind teacher's pace!besides, I also have to finish my biology notes O_O [did few days but still got more than half to study and to do notes]
ohhh my god~and my class teacher ... haiz... she is still not satisfied of what I have done for my class decorations of Merdeka (independant day) ~...
she said, it's not enough to be outstanding among classes... and won't be able to win the decoration contest! She wanted me to put up more and bigger Malaysia Flag... @@"
it made me stressful again... ah....
what a busy holiday !!!!
T_T" feeling want to cry already =p

It's been a long, long time...

since the posting rate here is creditable. Well, everyone have their college works and assignment to do...no doubt about that. Even Yee Leng has her Form 6 duties. Let's not forget Yee Leng is studying the hardest course among ALL of us!!

Well, I am alive, still standing and still breathing (but couldnt sure how natural can that be if the haze won't stop). I am still can be considered having a good time in Taylor's la. I have a fair share of play and study. To many, it was dead hard, but to me, what matters is our attitude towards it. If we accept it slowly and calmly, it can be so easy.

To sno,
Eh, I have not been hearing from you for so long la...that day I sms you, u dun reply me for 1 week, I thought you completely forgot about me already and thought an alien have sms-ed you....luckily you reply and clarify, or else...okok. Seems that you are having a struggle with maths...take it easy la...things will be fine...don't have to feel so stressed out...and hey, if you want to join the scrabble competition, join the Times Square competition la...i wil be joining....for more info (if you want more details etc), call me.

To lolilo,
How are you? Nothing much to say la, just that I wanna thank you for calling me to chat la...However, if you havent know, this saturday there's a talk on university courses....medicine, pharmacy, engineering etc in Taylors. It's open to anyone. Come with sno la. If you have any friends in Taylors, ask them if you can tumpang in their apartment in Ridzuan Condo. If yes, how nice! Just that, patrick will be coming to stay with me while attending the event. Important reminder : Pang Ping is NOT staying in Taylors Hostel, so you may forget about her....unless she lets you to stay in HER house, but I couldnt know. If you are coming, sms me!

To Patrick,
Wei, so you don't know where's Ridzuan eh? Okok, follow this direction. Your friend should know the roundabout near Metropolitan College (Kewajipan Roundabout). If you are coming from Subang Jaya Medical Centre (SJMC), take a nine o' clock turn to the left. Then just go straight until you saw a turning to the left with Sunway Pyramid right on the opposite. After you turn to the left, just move on towards the three high apartments. They are the only three high buildings there and they are Ridzuan Condominiums. Ok, if your friend dropped you in Taylors, then I will have to try to smuggle you into the bus at 6:30pm. 6:30pm bus is the last bus from Taylors. So, don't be late. All students need a bus pass. As of now, the bus driver don't really care about it. 6:30pm bus is very empty but the more empty it is, the more dangerous for me to get you in because the bus driver MAY check. Extra seats will be abundant during 6:30pm. Don't worry. However, if he suddenly turns sceptical that day because you will appear unfamiliar to him, then you will have to get a taxi home. As for bus, there's Kota Raya bus leaving from SS15. However, I don't know about the schedule of the bus. You may have to wait for quite some time at the bus stop. A trip to Ridzuan will cost you RM5 for taxis without meter and approx. RM3 for taxis with meter. Let me know about your decision.

To Daphne,
I am quite surprised when you called me that day. However, you will find me different than Peter, rite? Sno will know what I mean....If you have the time, join them la...oh, and remind lolilo that the medic talk will be held on 2:15 pm - 3:15 pm...so you gals don't have to come on Friday if you gals can't get a place to stay in SS15 or Ridzuan.

To Yee Leng,
Hi, how are you? Are you coming to see me during my participation in the scrabble competition in Times Square? If yes, good la...we can finally meet each other, although I have no idea what is the result of it. Go form a cheerleading team and come. If I won, I belanja makan....haha...

To Kee Huong,
Eh, got any girlfriend from Labuan or not? How are your studies? It's been a long time since I hear from you. Your last SMS warns me not to sms MELODY too often because you will be jealous. FYI, I abide to your warnings. So when will I get my reward? Ha....jkjk..

To Peter,
Peter, be a man la...COME and MEET us. We ALL want to meet Peter rite? I think some of you have met him but NOT ME!! COME AND SHOW YOURSELF!! (200dB)

To Nooi Hoay,
How are you? So, you are going to meet chenchow this week? Send my regards to him and plan a meeting for ReComers with him if possible. I managed to influence a whole gang of Taylor-ians here to join ReCom. So, if there's a meeting, I think many will come...God bless in your studies!

That's all fellas.....my bus is coming in 18 minutes.....I had better run. Patrick, will be waiting for your response and sno/lolilo/daphne/nooi hoay, sms me if you wanna come! Don't come secretly and give me a surprise.....my heart is very weak now because of the absurd haze.

-no title-

Start posting!!!

Don't want to see elaine's face on this page anymore!!! :P

Midsem coming in 2 weeks time , hohoho...

Sure die case.

Done!

My new giant blog is completed yesterday. Feel free to visit :

www.afterallthings.blogspot.com

There are only 2 posts there. 1 short, 1 super long. And I don't plan to add any more posts.

Contents? You will know if you read it.

Enjoy reading. Please comment if you feel like doing so.

my very first prom night

yo.. I've just attended my school's form 6's prom night ^^
This is my very first prom night which was also my school's form 6's first prom night, at Dynasty Hotel on last Saturday, 16th July 2005.
My school is SMK Taman Ehsan ~
Erm.. I wrote a long blog about it in my own blog, I think it's better to go and read there, it's not so suitable to post it over here, imo. So, whoever interested to know can visit my blog site ya~ there is also a photo link in my blog~
http://hedwigelaine.blogspot.com

Lost & Found

I know that I have not been posting lately, due to the fact that I am actually in a secluded place with broadband, but this kind of broadband seems to be slower than the normal 56k connection.

For all of you who do not know where I am, listen:

I'm under a scholarship. JPA. UK. Whether or not I get into universities there remains as a question. Before I could study medicine in the UK, I will have to undergo a preparatory course, like all of you guys. Oh no, I'm NOT doing A-Levels...but International Baccalaureate (IB). The recognition of the system? I have no idea. But from past records, I think that I have a very slim chance of getting into Oxbridge, since no one from this college (Kolej MARA Banting) got to Oxford before, and as for Cambridge, only 1-3 people get admitted into that university yearly from KMB.

As for KYUEM, where its students study A-Levels, 7 got into Cambridge, 2 into Oxford, 20++ into London School of Economics, and 40++ into Imperial College. Sigh......

Is it because of their facilities?
Is it because of their course?
Or are they just plain better?

(-_-")

Ok, back to my introduction after being asleep for eternity.
I'm in Kolej MARA Banting...in Banting...studying. For details on the state of this place, it is best for you to ask Yin Ling (Lolilo). I've already altered my blog post to avoid myself from being expelled by KMB, and after that, JPA. I don't want to see my scholarship to fly away because of this college. I MUST, and I MUST, go through this challenge.

Huhuhuhu. This week I will go to my auntie's house to regain my sanity after undergoing a 2-week marathon here. Till next time, my dearest friends. Take care and best of luck!

Boss's here!

Woooot.

Boss x nak kalah , nak post jgk.

Hmm , after one week in so-called civilised shah alam , i realised transport is pretty much of a serious problem here. We need taxis to get from one place to another and its DAMN 'cheap'!

KUTPM is abit disappointing but okla... wanna find out more on my orientation week find out from pohwei's blog lor , http://pohwei.blogspot.com We're in the same group and class for everything here.

Im going back this weekend most probably so will post longer then.

Eggy's right , typing a blog with many eyes behind you waiting for their turn to use the comp... is kinda.. eerie.

Bye!

P/S: Anyone can post about the exact way to get to PUDURAYA bus station from KUTPM ? Help... i still havent figure out how.

Malaysian Idol

watch Malaysian Idol recently every week....
[tell you, Jaclyn Victor was my school's former student!!!]
found out something unfair... but maybe it's fair, just I don't know how is the system working...

for the stage now, last week was the second group.
There are 3 groups totally, each consists of 8 contestants. out of 8 of each group, there would be only 3 pass through.

erm.. first unfairness here, maybe in the first group, all of not so high quality, but want or not, there would be 3 able to pass through.
Maybe the opposite thing happens in the second group, it's, all of high quality, but only 3 can pass through... (ok, just my opinion, for example !!!)
second unfairness, if I'm right, the result (it's to choose 3 out of 8), is 100% relys on the sms voting plus call-in to vote !!
so.. for example, if one of the contestant want to win, he or she can sms as many as possible to support himself/herself, right? Or maybe I get the wrong informations, but as I know, we can sms as many as we want, however, I'm not sure if we can sms many times to vote for one contestant.. I'll test it next week maybe ahahaa...

guess whos back guess whos back...

hey hey!!
I know, I know, everyone misses me, right?

anyway, I love intec!!! I love living on my own n I love to have things to do besides going online everyday... Classes have started for three weeks now, n I have to admit that I haven been studying, probly coz I spent my time hanging out with frens! YES! I have frenz!, yippee... XD

currently, I dine every nite with Caryn(Daphne's classmate from St. Theresa), Jaclyn(from kuantan, erm, the rival school of sultan abu bakar, if I'm not mistaken) n of course, Daphne!

I don see much of Lilo these days, mayb coz we don live in the same block, her in block 6 n me in block 1. my block is much more nicer, with nice tiles on the floor, hohoho... but lilo got free internet access right under her house... so, like that la, life's fair from time to time

thanks for accompanying me to open my savings account, lilo... muacks

eggy, hmm... I had dinner with her that day...

patrick... erm, donno... where are u?

peter, answer my phone call!!

hi elaine!

albert, I'll see u soon

erm, erm, oh ya, my phone dropped onto the floor from my lap that day, then the LCD broke n now I can't read sms properly so I don reply much of sms-es, sorry ... mayb one day I'll get it fixed(when I am feeling rich lar, I'm so broke) u know, being under 18 sucks, I need parents signature for an ATM card n can only withdraw 200 bucks per day... sobs... but still, I love living in college Akasia, heehee...

let's jus hope I find time to study la...

A clarification

*ehem*

Lilo is right when she said that college life have an impact on our friendship. In fact, I began to feel distant from Kee Huong (let's not forget that he exists). However, Internet line is abundant here. Just the chatting part is a little bit difficult. The breach of the anti-chatting rule results in a much heavier penalty (permanent suspension from using the Internet facilities in Taylors) than the breach of the anti-theft rule. Now, consider the irony, friends. The college is going on wars against MSN. All forms of MSN chatting are now disabled. I have to resort to my friend's laptop which is at my disposal after some part-time lectures by him.

However, all I wanted to say is in my blog. I find it not very relevant to post them here and ridiculous to post in both blogs. Therefore, please take that few spare seconds to visit my blog if you want to know what had I become and what is life in Taylor's definition.

I will save those other words for our Mid Valley meeting. Good luck and God bless everyone in their studies and challenges.

it's not what's underneath that matters, it's what you do that defines you.

you know that life is acting up when you suddenly feel like going to church.

ho!

lesson of the day: always fill your car's petrol tank with petrol when the light comes on.

AUSMAT 17 (INTEC)

Just to inform KST members about me finally offered the JPA scholarship. It's AUSMAT in INTEC. If all go well, I will be spending 18 months here in INTEC and later 6 years in Australia.

As for Peter, you have made up your mind about accepting the offer right? Wishing you all the best yea...

A Jot By A Sot

ever had one of those days?

have you ever had one of those days when you just felt bored and disinterested in the world? sleep loses all its (overrated) glory and every book you pick up seems to have the same old story line, or lack thereof.

today's just one of those days.

you think of brilliant things to compose your message with to send off to your friends, but when you do they don't reply. you think of home and all its simplicity and warmth, then you wait for the joy that never comes.

yes, it's one of those days.

***

Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom,
Where no one lives.

Its.......

Indonesia. Period. Sigh.

woot

i got jpa. Dunno which country n course , looking forward to be your classmate , eggy :P

my typing speed

Your score: 304 keys per minute ~ 60 words per minute
Language/mode: en
Ranking: That was fast - you can still improve, though.
Comparison: 36% of registered TyperA users using this language have typed a better result; 64% have a lower or equal result.

You typed: The control of the production of wealth is the control of human life itself. Also, the Scots are said to have invented golf. Everyone knows power tollas aren't soluble in alcohol. Age and treachery will walways overcome youth and skill. As he designs the first work, frill after frill and embellishment after embellishment occur tot him. I threw up on my window! I'm sorry, sir, ties required. I hace a VISION! I opened the drawer of my little dek and a single letter fell out, a letter from my mother, written in pencil, one of hehr last, with unfinished words and an implicit sense of her departure. This happened about thirty years ago to

Mistakes: tollas(tools), walways(always), tot(to), hace(have), dek(desk), hehr(her)

long time didn't play this typing game to test my typing speed, hmm.. looks like progress a bit than last time
We all KST knew this game from recom, right? Don't know you all played before or not =P
if you haven't try it out, then now can try try >O<
http://typera.tk