ever had one of those days?

have you ever had one of those days when you just felt bored and disinterested in the world? sleep loses all its (overrated) glory and every book you pick up seems to have the same old story line, or lack thereof.

today's just one of those days.

you think of brilliant things to compose your message with to send off to your friends, but when you do they don't reply. you think of home and all its simplicity and warmth, then you wait for the joy that never comes.

yes, it's one of those days.

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Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is true
And deep
As the sea
But right now
Everything you want is wrong,
And right now
All your dreams are waking up,
And right now
I wish I could follow you
To the shores
Of freedom,
Where no one lives.