Today I failed my driving test, again. Specifically, I failed to execute a three point turn without making more than 3 'olahgerak'(basically, I turned my steering more than 3 times from left to right n right to left, brrrrr) It was raining very hard and I fell sick after running around in the rain. It is the second time that I had failed my driving test. It is depressing.
Reasons for my depression:
1. My driving instructor reminds me strikingly of a person I hate vengefully. Thus, I refuse to take anymore lessons from him despite the fact that I am still a lousy driver.
2. I think 99% of driving instructors are like my driving instructor, hot-tempered. Hence, I refuse to take any lessons from any other instructors.
3. Everyone's too busy to pick me up from the driving school after my lessons/driving test. And the agent would not send me home.
4. There is always a lot of people in the driving test centre. I am the least confident person I know of and I hate crowds. They scare me.
5. Without a driving license, I am stuck at home and getting fatter each day in front of my computer. I desperately want to lose weight but I love food passionately.
6. Even if I do get a license, there is no cars for me to drive.
7. I am feverish at the moment.
8. It is a bugs night. The little flying ants are swarming me and the computer screen instead of the pendafluor light outside. I am itching like hell.
Ok. I also would like to pray at the moment. I do not have a god. But I would like to state my willingness to give up the pleasure of eating meat if Petronas gives me a scholarship this Thursday.
2 comments:
u only fail if u stop trying , sno.
practise more if still don't have confidence?
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